THE HISTORY OF JOSEPH THE CARPENTER

Segundo casório: “Moreover, he begot for himself sons and daughters, four sons, namely, and two daughters. Now these are their names–Judas, Justus, James, and Simon. The names of the two daughters were Assia and Lydia. At length the wife of righteous Joseph, a woman intent on the divine glory in all her works, departed this life. But Joseph, that righteous man, my father after the flesh, and the spouse of my mother Mary, went away with his sons to his trade, practising the art of a carpenter.”

 

“Now when righteous Joseph became a widower, my mother Mary, blessed, holy, and pure, was already twelve years old.” “And after the holy virgin had spent two years in his house her age was exactly fourteen years, including the time at which he received her.”

 

Eu subverti Freud e escolhi minha própria mãe: “And I chose her of my own will, with the concurrence of my Father, and the counsel of the Holy Spirit. And I was made flesh of her, by a mystery which transcends the grasp of created reason.”

 

“But Satan went and told this to Herod the Great, the father of Archelaus. And it was this same Herod who ordered my friend and relative John to be beheaded.”

 

“Salomé also was their fellow-traveller.” Sempre um terceiro vértice do triângulo…

 

“he retired into Egypt, and remained there the space of one whole year, until the hatred of Herod passed away.” A raiva passou rápido…

 

“Now Herod died by the worst form of death, atoning for the shedding of the blood of the children whom he wickedly cut off, though there was no sin in them. And that impious tyrant Herod being dead, they returned into the land of Israel, and lived in a city of Galilée which is called Nazareth.”

 

“His life, then, in all, amounted to 111 years, his old age being prolonged to the utmost limit. [Dá pra imaginar.] Now Justus and Simeon, the elder sons of Joseph, were married, and had families of their own. Both the daughters were likewise married, and lived in their own houses. So there remained in Joseph’s house, Judas and James the Less, and my virgin mother. I moreover dwelt along with them, not otherwise than if I had been one of his sons. But I passed all my life without fault. Mary I called my mother, and Joseph father, and I obeyed them in all that they said; nor did I ever contend against them, but complied with their commands, as other men whom earth produces are wont to do; nor did I at any time arouse their anger, or give any word or answer in opposition to them. On the contrary, I cherished them with great love, like the pupil of my eye.”

 

Cagão com medo de morrer, o desistencialista: “great fear and intense sadness take hold of all bodies on the day of their death, whether it be man or woman, beast wild or tame, or whatever creeps on the ground or flies in the air.” “And do not uncover my sins, and expose me to condemnation before Thy terrible tribunal. Let not the lions rush in upon me; nor let the waves of the sea of fire overwhelm my soul–for this must every soul pass through” [???]

 

“He lived 40 years unmarried; thereafter his wife remained under his care 49 years, and then died. And a year after her death, my mother, the blessed Mary, was entrusted to him by the priests, that he should keep her until the time of her marriage. She spent 2 years in his house; and in the 3rd year of her stay with Joseph, in the 15th year of her age, she brought me forth on earth by a mystery which no creature can penetrate or understand, except myself, and my Father and the Holy Spirit”

 

“And the day on which his soul left his body was the 26th of the month Abib. For now the fine gold began to lose its splendour, and the silver to be worn down by use–I mean his understanding and his wisdom.”

 

“Woe to the day on which I was born into the world! Woe to the womb which bare me! Woe to the bowels which admitted me! Woe to the breasts which suckled me! Woe to the feet upon which I sat and rested! Woe to the hands which carried me and reared me until I grew up! For I was conceived in iniquity, and in sins did my mother desire me. Woe to my tongue and my lips, which have brought forth and spoken vanity, detraction, falsehood, ignorance, derision, idle tales, craft, and hypocrisy! Woe to mine eyes, which have looked upon scandalous things! Woe to mine ears, which have delighted in the words of slanderers! Woe to my hands, which have seized what did not of right belong to them! Woe to my belly and my bowels, which have lusted after food unlawful to be eaten! Woe to my throat, which like a fire has consumed all that it found! Woe to my feet, which have too often walked in ways displeasing to God! Woe to my body; and woe to my miserable soul, which has already turned aside from God its Maker! What shall I do when I arrive at that place where I must stand before the most righteous Judge, and when He shall call me to account for the works which I have heaped up in my youth? Woe to every man dying in his sins! Assuredly that same dreadful hour, which came upon my father Jacob, when his soul was flying forth from his body, is now, behold, near at hand for me. Oh! how wretched I am this day, and worthy of lamentation!” Morre logo, Jó-sé!

 

“I call to mind also, my Lord, that day when the boy died of the bite of the serpent. And his relations wished to deliver Thee to Herod, saying that Thou hadst killed him; but Thou didst raise him from the dead, and restore him to them.” Operando milagres, ora, que infantilidade!

 

“I put my hand upon his breast, and perceived his soul now near his throat, preparing to depart from its receptacle.”

 

“And turning my eyes towards the region of the south, I saw Death already approaching, and all Gehenna with him, closely attended by his army and his satellites; and their clothes, their faces, and their mouths poured forth flames. And when my father Joseph saw them coming straight to him, his eyes dissolved in tears, and at the same time he groaned after a strange manner. Accordingly, when I saw the vehemence of his sighs, I drove back Death and all the host of servants which accompanied him.” I’m Never Gonna Stop

 

O my mother, where is the skill which he showed in all the time that he lived in this world? Lo! it has perished, as if it had never existed. And when his children heard me speaking with my mother, the pure virgin, they knew that he had already breathed his last, and they shed tears, and lamented.”

 

“that same prayer which with my own hand I made before I was carried in the womb of the virgin Mary, my mother.”

 

“The smell or corruption of death shall not have dominion over thee, nor shall a worm ever come forth from thy body. Not a single limb of it shall be broken, nor shall any hair on thy head be changed. Nothing of thy body shall perish, O my father Joseph, but it will remain entire and uncorrupted even until the banquet of the thousand years.”

 

“if a son is born to him, he shall call his name Joseph. So there shall not take place in that house either poverty or any sudden death for ever.”

 

“O Death! who makest all knowledge to vanish away, and raisest so many tears and lamentations, surely it is God my Father Himself who hath granted thee this power. For men die for the transgression of Adam and his wife Eve, and Death spares not so much as one. Nevertheless, nothing happens to any one, or is brought upon him, without the command of my Father. There have certainly been men who have prolonged their life even to 900 years; but they died. Yea, though some of them have lived longer, they have, notwithstanding, succumbed to the same fate; nor has any one of them ever said: I have not tasted death.”

 

Texto auto-contraditório: “Never did a tooth in his mouth hurt him, nor was his eyesight rendered less sharp, nor his body bent, nor his strength impaired; but he worked at his trade of a carpenter to the very last day of his life”

 

“Now indeed we have heard the word of life: nevertheless we wonder, O our Saviour, at the fate of Enoch and Elias, inasmuch as they had not to undergo death.”

 

“if a man rejects the commandment of God, and follows the works of the devil by committing sin, his life is prolonged (…) But if any one has been zealous of good works, his life also is prolonged (…) But when you see a man whose mind is prone to anger, assuredly his days are shortened; for it is these that are taken away in the flower of their age.”

 

“And I say to you, O my brethren, that they also, Enoch and Elias, must towards the end of time return into the world and die–in the day, namely, of commotion, of terror, of perplexity, and affliction. For Antichrist will slay 4 bodies, and will pour out their blood like water” “And we said: O our Lord, our God and Saviour, who are those 4 whom Thou hast said Antichrist will cut off from the reproach they bring upon him? The Lord answered: They are Enoch, Elias, Schila, and Tabitha.”

THE GOSPEL OF THE NATIVITY OF MARY

“Cursed is every one who has not begot a male or a female in Israel”

 

“when He shuts up the womb of any one, He does so that He may miraculously open it again”

 

“was it not the case that the first mother of your nation–Sarah–was barren up to her eightieth year?”

 

“Who among the judges was either stronger than Samson, or more holy than Samuel? And yet the mothers of both were barren. If, therefore, the reasonableness of my words does not persuade thee, believe in fact that conceptions very late in life, and births in the case of women that have been barren [estéril], are usually attended with something wonderful.” “Therefore, when she [Mary] has grown up, just as she herself shall be miraculously born of a barren woman [Anna], so in an incomparable manner she, a virgin, shall bring forth the Son of the Most High, who shall be called Jesus, and who, according to the etymology of His name, shall be the Saviour of all nations.”

 

Ana, a Não-Virgem

 

“And so she reached her fourteenth year; and not only were the wicked unable to charge her with anything worthy of reproach, but all the good, who knew her life and conversation, judged her to be worthy of admiration. Then the high priest publicly announced that the virgins who were publicly settled in the temple, and had reached this time of life, should return home and get married, according to the custom of the nation and the ripeness of their years. The others readily obeyed this command; but Mary alone, the virgin of the Lord, answered that she could not do this, saying both that her parents had devoted her to the service of the Lord, and that, moreover, she herself had made to the Lord a vow of virginity, which she would never violate by any intercourse with man. And the high priest, being placed in great perplexity of mind, seeing that neither did he think that the vow should be broken contrary to the Scripture, which says, Vow and pay, nor did he dare to introduce a custom unknown to the nation, gave order that at the festival, which was at hand, all the chief persons from Jerusalem and the neighbourhood should be present, in order that from their advice he might know what was to be done in so doubtful a case.”

 

“according to the prophecy of Isaiah, a man should be sought out to whom the virgin ought to be entrusted and espoused. For it is clear that Isaiah says: A rod shall come forth from the root of Jesse, and a flower shall ascend from his root

 

“Now there was among the rest Joseph, of the house and family of David, a man of great age

 

“How can that come to pass? For while, according to my vow, I never know man, how can I bring forth without the addition of man’s seed?”

 

Jesus de Nazaré é na verdade Jesus de Belém

 

“already three months had elapsed, and it was the beginning of the fourth since she had been betrothed to him. In the meantime, it was evident from her shape that she was pregnant, nor could she conceal this from Joseph. For in consequence of his being betrothed to her, coming to her more freely and speaking to her more familiarly, he found out that she was with child. He began then to be in great doubt and perplexity, because he did not know what was best for him to do. For, being a just man, he was not willing to expose her; nor, being a pious man, to injure her fair fame by a suspicion of fornication. He came to the conclusion, therefore, privately to dissolve their contract, and to send her away secretly. And while he thought on these things, behold, an angel of the Lord appeared to him in his sleep, saying: Joseph, thou son of David, fear not”

SELECTIONS FROM THE BOOK OF MOSES

“An extract from the translation of the Bible as revealed to Joseph Smith the Prophet, June  1830–February 1831.”

 

Deus descobriu os Ameríndios matadores de Serpentes!

 

“no man can behold all my glory, and afterwards remain in the flesh on the earth.” “And I have a work for thee, Moses, my son; and thou art in the similitude of mine Only Begotten; and mine Only Begotten is and shall be the Savior, for he is full of grace and truth; but there is no God beside me, and all things are present with me, for I know them all. And it came to pass that Moses looked, and beheld the world upon which he was created; and Moses beheld the world and the ends thereof, and all the children of men which are, and which were created; of the same he greatly marveled and wondered.”

 

“for God said unto me: Worship God, for him only shalt thou serve.”

Satanás

 

“And now of this thing Moses bore record; but because of wickedness it is not had among the children of men.”

 

“And calling upon the name of God, he beheld his glory again, for it was upon him; and he heard a voice, saying: Blessed art thou, Moses, for I, the Almighty, have chosen thee, and thou shalt be made stronger than many waters; for they shall obey thy command as if thou wert God. And it came to pass, as the voice was still speaking, Moses cast his eyes and beheld the earth, yea, even all of it; and there was not a particle of it which he did not behold, discerning it by the Spirit of God.”

 

“And he beheld also the inhabitants thereof, and there was not a soul which he beheld not; and he discerned them by the Spirit of God; and their numbers were great, even numberless as the sand upon the sea shore. And he beheld many lands; and each land was called earth, and there were inhabitants on the face thereof.”

 

“And the first man of all men have I called Adam, which is many.”

 

“But only an account of this earth, and the inhabitants thereof, give I unto you. For behold, there are many worlds that have passed away by the word of my power. And there are many that now stand, and innumerable are they unto man; but all things are numbered unto me, for they are mine and I know them.”

 

“there is no end to my works, neither to my words.”

 

“And I divided the waters, yea, the great waters under the firmament from the waters which were above the firmament”

 

“Let the waters under the heaven be gathered together unto one place, and it was so; and I, God, said: Let there be dry land; and it was so.”

 

“And I, God, called the dry land Earth; and the gathering together of the waters, called I the Sea; and I, God, saw that all things which I had made were good.”

 

“Behold, I have given you every herb bearing seed, which is upon the face of all the earth, and every tree in the which shall be the fruit of a tree yielding seed; to you it shall be for meat.”

 

“And I, the Lord God, planted a garden eastward in Eden, and there I put the man whom I had formed.”

 

“yea,”

 

“and man saw that it was good for food” You know that I should!

 

“she shall be called Woman, because she was taken out of man.”

 

“ETIMOLOGY

bef. 900;  Middle English womman, wimman, Old English wīfman, equivalent to wīf female + man human being”

 

wife

“ETIMOLOGY

bef. 900; Middle English, Old English wīf woman; cognate with Dutch wijf, German Weib, Old Norse vīf ”

 

man

“ETIMOLOGY

bef. 900; (noun, nominal) Middle English; Old English man(n); cognate with German Mann, Dutch man, Old Norse mathr, Gothic manna; (verb, verbal) Middle English mannen, Old English mannian to garrison [meio militar]

 

“CHAPTER IV (…) How Satan became the devil”

 

“he came before me, saying—Behold, here am I, send me, I will be thy son, and I will redeem all mankind, that one soul shall not be lost, and surely I will do it; wherefore give me thine honor.”

 

did eat the diet

 

“So I drove out the man, and I placed at the east of the Garden of Eden, cherubim and a flaming sword, which turned every way to keep the way of the tree of life.”

 

“And from that time forth, the sons and daughters of Adam began to divide two and two in the land, and to till the land, and to tend flocks, and they also begat sons and daughters.”

 

O Pastor & O Escavador

 

“And it came to pass that Cain took one of his brothers’ daughters to wife, and they loved Satan more than God.”

 

“Truly I am Mahan, the master of this great secret, that I may murder and get gain. Wherefore Cain was called Master Mahan, and he gloried in his wickedness.”

 

“And the Lord said unto Cain: Where is Abel, thy brother? And he said: I know not. Am I my brother’s keeper?” O PRIMEIRO LATROCÍNIO DA HISTÓRIA

 

“And Cain said unto the Lord: Satan tempted me because of my brother’s flocks. And I was wroth also; for his offering thou didst accept and not mine; my punishment is greater than I can bear.” E chora o Caim arrependido: “…and I shall be a fugitive and a vagabond in the earth; and it shall come to pass, that he that findeth me will slay me, because of mine iniquities”

 

“And I the Lord said unto him: Whosoever slayeth thee, vengeance shall be taken on him sevenfold. And I the Lord set a mark upon Cain, lest any finding him should kill him. And Cain was shut out from the presence of the Lord, and with his wife and many of his brethren dwelt in the land of Nod, on the east of Eden. And Cain knew his wife, and she conceived and bare Enoch, and he also begat many sons and daughters. And he builded a city, and he called the name of the city after the name of his son, Enoch. And unto Enoch was born Irad, and other sons and daughters. And Irad begat Mahujael, and other sons and daughters. And Mahujael begat Methusael, and other sons and daughters. And Methusael begat Lamech. And Lamech took unto himself two wives; the name of one being Adah, and the name of the other, Zillah. [// Gên. 4:19]”

 

Do you know your Wife? Why? Fuck!

Do you know the passcode for your wifi?

 

Jabel & Jubal

Os irmãos que deram origem a tribos de pastores e dos primeiros músicos, respectivamente.

 

Tubal Cain, filho de Zillah, foi um artífice, ferreiro pioneiro. The Man in Black?

 

“And Lamech said unto his wives, Adah and Zillah: I have slain a man to my wounding, and a young man to my hurt.”

 

Moisés 5:48 é Gên. 4:24. Cf. http://xtudotudo6.zip.net/arch2015-12-01_2015-12-31.html

 

“For Lamech having entered into a covenant with Satan, after the manner of Cain, wherein he became Master Mahan, master of that great secret which was administered unto Cain by Satan; and Irad, the son of Enoch, having known their secret, began to reveal it unto the sons of Adam; Wherefore Lamech, being angry, slew him, not like unto Cain, his brother Abel, for the sake of getting gain, but he slew him for the oath’s sake.” O PRIMEIRO HOMICÍDIO PSICOPATA-MESSIÂNICO DA HISTÓRIA

 

GENEALOGIA DA MÁFIA OU COSANOSTRA: “and their works were abominations, and began to spread among all the sons of men. And it was among the sons of men. And among the daughters of men these things were not spoken, because that Lamech had spoken the secret unto his wives, and they rebelled against him, and declared these things abroad, and had not compassion; Wherefore Lamech was despised, and cast out, and came not among the sons of men, lest he should die. [5:55] And thus the works of darkness began to prevail among all the sons of men.”

 

“him whom he declared should come in the meridian of time”

 

“And Adam knew his wife again, and she bare a son, and he called his name Seth.” O TRONCO DA VERDADE: “God hath appointed me another seed”

 

“And a book of remembrance was kept, in the which was recorded, in the language of Adam, for it was given unto as many as called upon God to write by the spirit of inspiration; And by them their children were taught to read and write, having a language which was pure and undefiled.”

 

PASTICHE INSANO: “Now this prophecy Adam spake, as he was moved upon by the Holy Ghost, and a genealogy was kept of the children of God. And this was the book of the generations of Adam, saying: In the day that God created man, in the likeness of God made he him”

 

Uma subtração irrisória de 8 séculos: “And Adam lived one hundred and thirty years, and begat a son in his own likeness, after his own image, and called his name Seth.” OPS… “And the days of Adam, after he had begotten Seth, were eight hundred years, and he begat many sons and daughters”

 

“Seth lived 105, and begat Enos, and prophesied in all his days, and taught his son Enos in the ways of God; wherefore Enos prophesied also. And Seth lived, after he begat Enos, 807 [800 e ele mesmo], and begat many sons and daughters.”

 

“And in those days Satan had great dominion among men, and raged in their hearts; and from thenceforth came wars and bloodshed; and a man’s hand was against his own brother, in administering death, because of secret works, seeking for power.”

 

Enos gera o homenageado Canaã. Canaã é o bisavô de outro Enoch, sem relação com o primeiro descrito. Enoque pai de Matusalém. Lá do tempo da feitoria da bota de Judas!

 

“And when Enoch had heard these words, he bowed himself to the earth, before the Lord, and spake before the Lord, saying: Why is it that I have found favor in thy sight, and am but a lad, and all the people hate me; for I am slow of speech; wherefore am I thy servant?” “And the Lord spake unto Enoch, and said unto him: Anoint thine eyes with clay, and wash them, and thou shalt see. And he did so. And he beheld the spirits that God had created; and he beheld also things which were not visible to the natural eye; and from thenceforth came the saying abroad in the land: A seer hath the Lord raised up unto his people.

 

And our father Adam spake unto the Lord, and said: Why is it that men must repent and be baptized in water? And the Lord said unto Adam: Behold I have forgiven thee thy transgression in the Garden of Eden.”

 

“for, in the language of Adam, Man of Holiness is his name, and the name of his Only Begotten is the Son of Man, even Jesus Christ, a righteous Judge, who shall come in the meridian of time.”

 

SEREI EU SEREIO? “For by the water ye keep the commandment; by the Spirit ye are justified, and by the blood ye are sanctified”

 

“There also came up a land out of the depth of the sea, and so great was the fear of the enemies of the people of God, that they fled and stood afar off and went upon the land which came up out of the depth of the sea. And the giants of the land, also, stood afar off”

 

“And the Lord called his people ZION, because they were of one heart and one mind, and dwelt in righteousness” “Zion, in process of time, was taken up into heaven.”

 

Traços de racismo primitivo: “…and there was a blackness [that] came upon all the children of Canaan, that they were despised among all people.” “the seed of Cain were black, and had not place among them.”

 

“And Enoch said unto the Lord: How is it that thou canst weep, seeing thou art holy, and from all eternity to all eternity?” “and in my hot displeasure will I send in the floods upon them, for my fierce anger is kindled against them.” “and among all the workmanship of mine hands there has not been so great wickedness as among thy brethren.”

 

SORORIDADE DE EVAS

 

A salvação é temporal

Inundou, inundou o peito

Umedeceu os órgãos vasos secos

Marejou olhos peso foi

embora muita coisa permanecesse

uma ponta de montanha

e de arrependimento

Pouco sobrou e com esse pouco

tudo devia ser refeito

Noé Noé não importa

não é importante

importante é sua mulher

suas filhas irmãs e cunhadas

toda essa comunhão

Força inesperada

Porosidade

do Coração

 

* * *

 

Oh my God

 

Moroso sedoso Cabelo de Trevas

Puxa o xampu do Hades

Fragrância caliente

Bafo vaporoso

Cuidado com o bode

Aspira em seu cangote

Se tem estaca

não no teu seio

fode

 

* * *

 

“and it came to pass that Zion was not, for God received it up into his own bosom; and from thence went forth the saying, Zion is Fled.”

 

“And in those days there were giants on the earth, and they sought Noah to take away his life; but the Lord was with Noah, and the power of the Lord was upon him.”

LAÇOS DE FAMÍLIA

Clarice Lispector

 

09/09/15 a 11/11/15

“Alguns textos foram modificados para não injuriar ou caluniar pessoas.”

C. Lisp. – A Maçã no Escuro

Português mais pesado que o brasileiro do século XIX, o desta gaja.

P. 18 – quando inchamos devido à pressão baixa, deitamos e fechamos os olhos: “Cada braço seu poderia ser percorrido por uma pessoa, na ignorância de que se tratava de um braço, e em cada olho podia-se-lhe mergulhar dentro e nadar sem saber que era um olho.”

Por que umas pessoas são belicosas e outras auto-suficientes? Uma briguinha de vez em quando já enche a barriga do magro espiritual. Mulher é bicho insaciável, mas tende a engordar e arredondar a cintura ad infinitum.

Me acostumei tanto ao grande pensamento condensado que ele não estica mais.

“o mundo era tão rico que apodrecia.”

A teoria do microconto – tese acadêmico-literária

Pernilongo nibelungo

Pernil longo nível curto

Pernalonga café lungo

Calango longo e lânguido

novo lago perdido na bela lua reformada

na lona de milongas o gogó está a lume

Soberbo no ermo encantado estirado

no chão circular sangrado

“é a primeira coisa linda e minha! e foi o homem que insistiu, não fui eu que procurei! foi o destino quem quis! oh só desta vez! só esta vez e eu juro que nunca mais! (Ela poderia pelo menos tirar para si uma rosa, nada mais que isso: uma rosa para si. E só ela saberia, e depois nunca mais, oh, ela se prometia que nunca mais se deixaria tentar pela perfeição, nunca mais!)”

“Sem cansaço nenhum, aliás. Assim como o vaga-lume acende. Já que não estava mais cansada, ia então se levantar e se vestir. Estava na hora de começar.”

“chatinha, boa e diligente, a mulher sua. Ela ia sorrir”

“numa natureza que errou uma vez já não se pode mais confiar”

“Não ser devorado é o sentimento mais perfeito. Não ser devorado é o objetivo secreto de toda uma vida. Enquanto ela não estava sendo comida, seu riso bestial era tão delicado como é delicada a alegria.”

“não tendo outros recursos, ela estava reduzida à profundeza”

“Pequena Flor piscava de amor, e riu quente, pequena, grávida, grávida, quente.” Marcel Pretre, bantu, Congo Central, likoualas e a foto no jornal – tudo isso é mesmo real?

“Quem casa um filho perde um filho, quem casa uma filha ganha mais um.”

“Até tomarem café todos estavam irritados ou pensativos, inclusive a empregada. Não era esse o momento de pedir coisas.”

Sinto muito; sinto mais do que se pode desculpar.

“Certamente os óculos o incomodavam porque de novo os tirou, respirou fundo e guardou-os no bolso.”

“Respirou de novo.”

“Eras todos os dias um cão que se podia abandonar.”

“Minha ferocidade e a tua não deveriam se trocar por doçura.”

“Não me pedindo nada, me pedias demais.”

“Agora estou bem certo de que não fui eu quem teve um cão. Foste tu que tiveste uma pessoa.”

“Ninguém vai para o Inferno por abandonar um cão que confiou num homem.”

“Um homem ainda conseguia ser mais esperto que o Juízo Final.”

“Nem tu, José, me condenarias.”

“Como alguém dá uma esmola para enfim poder comer o bolo por causa do qual o outro não comeu o pão.”

“Ah, disse. Mas dessa vez porque dentro dela escorria enfim um primeiro fio de sangue negro.

           O primeiro instante foi de dor. Como se para que escorresse este sangue se tivesse contraído o mundo. Ficou parada, ouvindo pingar como numa grota aquele primeiro óleo amargo, a fêmea desprezada.”

ESQUELETO DO MEU VERBETE NO W I K I P É D I A (quando chegar o momento) // Promessas cumpríveis de Ano-Novo

Rafael de Araújo Aguiar (25 de abril de 1988–) é um poeta, tradutor, filósofo, escritor e blogueiro brasiliense, tendo atuado previamente nas áreas de Jornalismo e Sociologia/Pedagogia. Desde 2016 assina suas obras com o pseudônimo Rafael Cila. Em seus escritos predominam, apesar de um ecletismo temático, onde se incluem a ficção e a poesia concreta, referências aforísticas e ensaísticas nas áreas da história, antropologia, estética, psicologia, política, teologia e mitologia.

 

Em 2016 o autor chegou mesmo a publicar em forma de livro duas de suas resenhas de jogos de videogame (Eternal Champions, abaixo, na Lista completa das obras, em denominação na língua portuguesa), um de seus hobbies prediletos. Ele mantém um blog na internet chamado Seclusão Anagógica, que atualiza assiduamente, com conteúdos relacionados a suas obras publicadas e leituras cotidianas, além de possuir perfis nos sites de fomento a escritores amadores e profissionais Recanto das Letras e Clube de Autores. É por intermédio deste último, inclusive, que comercializa suas obras autorais em formato impresso e digital.

 

Sobre o espaço hospedado no Yahoo! Groups denominado NewGen, onde – a despeito, por ironia, do nome do projeto – o autor disponibiliza acesso a suas resenhas de jogos predominantemente clássicos ou antigos, Rafael Aguiar já publicou mais de mil resenhas autorais ou traduzidas de diferentes jogos eletrônicos, o que o credencia como um dos mais prolíficos resenhadores brasileiros na área. O NewGen foi fundado em 2002, ainda em formato de página da web e transferido para o Yahoo! Groups em 2003. Embora o autor tenha se mantido inativo como resenhador de games entre 2008 e 2010, o projeto nunca foi oficialmente descontinuado. Em 2011, Rafael Cila voltou a trabalhar intensamente nesta atividade, panorama que se conserva até esta atualização. Detalhe curioso a considerar é que em 2002 o autor ainda cursava a antiga 8ª série do ensino fundamental, tendo cultivado sua paixão pelos videogames, aliada ao impulso e talento pela escrita, desde cedo. Seu hobby de avaliar jogos e distribuir o review entre amigos, portanto, consumiu metade de sua vida até aqui.

 

Lista completa das obras:

2014 – Vontade de Interpretações: Um roteiro de leitura de “Vontade de Potência” de Friedrich Nietzsche – recomendado para todos e para ninguém

2015 – Poesia Livre 2015 – Concurso Nacional Novos Poetas (co-autor)

2016 – ɛternos Campeões

2016 – Our Blood Their Semen —Literatura Antifeminista—

(com o pseudônimo Antonio do Rêgo)

2017 – Palavra É Arte: Poesia – 26ª edição (co-autor)

2017 – Um rápido guia para entender o Alcorão

2017 – O Desejo de Deleuze

2017 – As Teorias Supremas

The Second Treatise of the Great Seth (J.C.)

“But he went on to say, <Who is man?> And the entire host of his angels, who had seen Adam and his dwelling, were laughing at his smallness.”

“I was about to succumb to fear, and I <suffered> according to their sight and thought, in order that they may never find any word to speak about them. For my death, which they think happened, happened to them in their error and blindness, since they nailed their man unto their death.”

“It was another, their father, who drank the gall and the vinegar; it was not I. They struck me with the reed; it was another, Simon, who bore the cross on his shoulder. I was another upon whom they placed the crown of thorns.” “Foi outro, um ascendente deles, que bebeu do fel e do vinagre; não era eu. Eles me chicotearam; era outro, Simão, quem carregou a cruz nos ombros. Eu era outro que não em quem colocaram a coroa de espinhos.”

“For that which is not theirs and that which is theirs they use fearlessly and freely. They do not desire, because they have authority, and a law from themselves over whatever they will wish.”

“But everyone who brings division – and he will learn no wisdom at all because he brings division and is not a friend – is hostile to them all. But he who lives in harmony and friendship of brotherly love, naturally and not artificially, completely and not partially, this person is truly the desire of the Father. He is the universal one and perfect love.” “Mas todo aquele que traz divisão – e ele nada conhecerá porque traz divisão e não é um amigo – é hostil a todos eles. Mas aquele que vive em harmonia e amizade de amor fraternal, naturalmente e não artificiosamente, completa e não parcialmente, esse é verdadeiramente o desejo do Pai. Ele é O universal e o amor perfeito.”

“For Adam was a laughingstock, since he was made a counterfeit type of man by the Hebdomad, as if he had become stronger than I and my brothers. We are innocent with respect to him, since we have not sinned. And Abraham and Isaac and Jacob were a laughingstock, since they, the counterfeit fathers, were given a name by the Hebdomad, as if he had become stronger than I and my brothers. We are innocent with respect to him, since we have not sinned. David was a laughingstock in that his son was named the Son of Man, having been influenced by the Hebdomad, as if he had become stronger than I and the fellow members of my race. But we are innocent with respect to him; we have not sinned. Solomon was a laughingstock, since he thought that he was Christ, having become vain through the Hebdomad, as if he had become stronger than I and my brothers. But we are innocent with respect to him. I have not sinned. The 12 prophets were laughingstocks, since they have come forth as imitations of the true prophets. They came into being as counterfeits through the Hebdomad, as if he had become stronger than I and my brothers. But we are innocent with respect to him, since we have not sinned. Moses, a faithful servant, was a laughingstock, having been named <the Friend,> since they perversely bore witness concerning him who never knew me. Neither he nor those before him, from Adam to Moses and John the Baptist, none of them knew me nor my brothers.

“You do not know it, because the fleshly cloud overshadows you. But I alone am the friend of Sophia.”